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Monday, 12 May 2008

im digging that T.I.'s new song, 'No Matter What'.

sunday. it was mothers day. i spend my whole morning and afternoon downloading new songs from the internet. pirate. in the evening, me and ma family, excluding my first sister huda, my nephew, izzan, & ma brother in law, rizal, went out for dinner. picked up second sister from tampines mrt station. we had no idea where to eat at first. so we drove our way to simpang bedok. it was jammed packed with people. cos people coming to watch a football match, last one for Manchester United, which they won and sealed their 10th premiership title. woohoo! hope they win the champions league too. kicking Chelsea's ass. so, we didnt stop to eat there so we drove further up to bedok corner. was also packed. with chicks. hehh hehh. i ordered a lot of food. was so fulled at the end that i felt like i was going to throw up on the table. makan melampau sia. ma homies were chilling at block 'jo'. so i separated from ma family, took the bus and meet up with them. wished ma mum happy mothers day, and i gave her a kiss on her cheek saying i love u. awww. salam ma parents then they drove off. light up cigarette and wait for bus.

datang aja block 'jo' kena tegur. "hadi, makin big eh kau." whatever lah eh. chill, slacking around, joking (as always...) & smoke till i finish all my sticks. sekali, kawan ajak minum lahs. went to Cheers bedok interchange, and i bought a small bottle of 'Famous Grouse' whiskey. 40 percent. and 2 bottles of cold green tea. een & aris were drinking beer. then apis went home to bring down some leftover Chivas Regal whiskey, 12. popped bottles, and cans at bedok skate park. told ma mum was going to watch the football match, end up doing something else. jahat sia.

was drunk when we all spotted someone on the stairs, the block we're facing doing something. we're like concentrating on what that fella was doing. it was a he. from where were sitting, we saw him like doing something. don't know what, but we suspected he was doing some hanky-panky work with someone on the stairs. lols. ada nak naik lah cuiii cuiii. say only. padahal semua malas. trippin already. we stared there long, when one of them went up the stairs and the other one, we saw was another man went down. we're thinking two gays giving blows to each other. neighbours laaa. macam macam aja pikiran satu satu. i left with one eights of ma whiskey. then i went home. to tired. and i feel like taking a dump. which i will later.

took a taxi back home. the chinese taxi driver was trying to set up a conversation with me. i was in a world on ma own.

the driver : " watch duh football match or not? "
me : " uhmmm. no. "
sound of car engine accelerating.
the driver : " waaah. many kopi shop ah here. "
me : " yess yess. "
utter silence. engines rollin.

driver boring with me already he turn up the volume of his hokkien song or whatever language song on the radio. bodoh. stupid yana forgot to leave the keys under the main door. luckily dia belum tido. she knows only, i went drinking. showed her the leftover whiskey. siak kau, she said. hide the small bottle inside ma rugby boots bag. besok kings training sempat lah mabuk.
stomach aching. going school late tmr. missing lessons again. eh. ma first sis back home. gila. always come home early morning.

~ please forgive me for the wrong i've done mum. i love you.

bear with me. 02:04


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